••• Shhh shhh •••

I think I'll find another way. There's so much more to know. I guess I'll die another day. It's not my time to go. For every sin I'll have to pay. I've come to work, I've come to play. I think I'll find another way. It's not my time to go.

• dog days are over run fast for your mother, run fast for your father run for your children for your sisters and brothers leave all your love and your longing behind you can't carry it with you if you want to survive

'you're still alive', she said, oh, do i deserve to be?
is that the question?
and if so, who answers? who answers?

[ ✮ ] // just a scar somewhere down inside of me, something i can not repair, even though it will always be i pretend it isn't there (this is how i feel), i'm trapped in yesterday (just stay out of my way) where the pain is all i know (this is all i know)
and i'll never break away

cause part of me wants you back, but
i know it won't work like that.

Spoiler:

-- the past is a place of reference, not a place of residence